Don't you hate it when you log in to your email and you get bad news? i've not had internet for a little while and will be without for a while longer, good thing I have a friend who loves me enough to lend me her BB, anyway, back to what i was saying. I logged into my email today to find out that yet another person I know in NZ has been killed. This was an accident at work but none the less it sux. i've only just got the news, 6 days later! In this day and age and this is the best comms we've got. interesting.

Okay on to happier things. I've changed jobs a few times since last update and i'm now working for one of my friends and it's all going well. J is still in the same job and changes are afoot in his office but all seems good so far. Mum is well and makeing ever more changes to the house, at least i'm in the right country to be seeing them atm. lol. Local brothers are doing well and having fun in general. as for non local bro, i'm not really sure what he's doing the island in greece he's been working on closes in the off season, which is now so i think he's in transit to somewhere else but not sure waht he's doing until he hits us back with an email.... Hint hint!!!

Am trying to plan a trip home before the end of the year, would like to catch up with friends and meet some more of J's family as i've not really met them, lol, no really i've not!! I spoke to Ruth and Lorna today which rocked my world. I miss them something shocking. I'm hoping that I can get home so I can see them. I"ve also been missing Mich and Chase something chronic also. I've said it before, i'll say it again, one day I will settle somewhere and then I wont have this problem.... hands up who thinks i'll be 80 before I choose a country to stay in.... ? *raises hand*

Well i'm still mad about evanescence, no change there. i'm very into My Chemical Romance and Panic! at the disco. woot.

 I've been having mad dreams reacently about random ppl from my past, no recent contact with them which is strange that they should appear in my sub concious but there they were, dones that ever happen to anyone else or am i the only one?

okay i think my brain might be too scrambled to continue to blog atm.....

Ciao