Cleaning is so not what I wanted to be doing with my saturday. Then to make matters worse my 'flatmate' didn't turn up to help me, I have to hand the keys back this week and he didn't even have the decency to turn up when he said he would. So once again I am left to pick up the pieces for him. I'm not impressed.

On the upside I had the best chat with John John today, lifted my spirits somewhat as I've been really low recently, owing to the fact that I really want to be at home. This really hit home during the week (yes I know I've been strangly absent) when I found out my little girl was having a rough time of it. I'm in the wrong country to be able to be there for her and it's not a good feeling. You add that on top of all the other VERY good reasons I have for not being here and you have one little admin wanting to be updating from another location.

Been spending a lot of time chatting with 'old' mates recently which has been really good. Also been making some new friends through some random channels. I'm hoping to catch up with PK3 this week, but between his schedule and mine we haven't been able to catch up since xmas. :(

Anyhoo smurf is online now so i'm out to chat with him.

ciao